How We Forget

Forgetting is both a gift and a curse.

My mind is in a fragile state of being reminded of everything. The good, the worse and the inbetween.

Good part of it all is that I've noticed that I'm more open to learning and leaning towards the evolution.

I'm now worried that one of these nights I'll fall asleep and wake up to not even remember that I forgot.

And I'll go on untill I'm 40 and another loss tragic triggers my grief again.